post valentine blog

this is my post valentine blog. a mix of my thoughts rolled into one.

i'll start this with pasting logs from my channel.

! X sets mode: +o laruh
! ballistic sets mode: +v laruh
[ jenn ] wb
[ Stasis ] yihee
[ Stasis ] hehe
[ Stasis ] wb ninang
! dets akap laruh
[ Stasis ] yihee
[ dets ] hi and bye k0aLa
[ dets ] nanait everyone
[ jenn ] hayyy
[ laruh ] tenks
[ Stasis ] nanait tita
[ Stasis ] hehe
! laruh akap k0aLa
[ Stasis ] happy ♥
[ laruh ] nanait k0aLa
[ Stasis ] advanced
! laruh skwis Stasis
[ Stasis ] yihee
[ Stasis ] skwis
[ Stasis ] lol
! dets is away "how sad that i have to spend the coming day alone, again ...." • Log: on • Pager: on
[ jenn ] walang emote
! jenn batok dets
[ jenn ] walang ganyanan
[ Stasis ] lol
[ Stasis ] emo
[ laruh ] bat nageemote yan
[ Stasis ] la daw kadeyt
[ laruh ] gastos lang yan
[ laruh ] lol
! shinigami away: may date o wala, valentine's must go on.
[ jenn ] lol
[ jenn ] im not being cynical
[ laruh ] nax si kikay
[ Stasis ] ikaw ninang
[ laruh ] may pagka bitter dating ng away msg ah
[ Stasis ] cno kadate
[ laruh ] what abt me
[ laruh ] date ko? mangocake and vodka
[ laruh ] want some?
[ laruh ] ;;)
[ Stasis ] eeh
[ Stasis ] cno
[ Stasis ] not ano
[ Stasis ] hehe
[ jenn ] but valentines is just any ordinary day made popular by hallmark
[ Stasis ] pag wala
[ Stasis ] sama ako
[ Stasis ] hahaha
[ laruh ] jenn i second that
[ laruh ] cno?
[ laruh ] i dont need anyone to celebrate valentines
[ Stasis ] valentines day is
[ laruh ] then again
[ Stasis ] also known as
[ shinigami ] [laruh] i dont need anyone to celebrate valentines - mas bitter
[ laruh ] i never celebrate valentines
[ Stasis ] singleness awareness day
[ jenn ] LOL
[ Stasis ] right?
[ laruh ] d ako bitter
[ laruh ] isipin nyo nga
[ jenn ] come to think of it
[ laruh ] yung iba ginagawang excuse valentines to get laid
! shinigami isip harder
[ laruh ] lol
[ Stasis ] laid
[ Stasis ] lol
[ Stasis ] anyway
[ Stasis ] may tatanong ako eh..
[ Stasis ] ano nga ba yun
[ shinigami ] mating season
[ jenn ] more people are depressed on this day than any other day of the year
[ laruh ] its an ordinary day
[ laruh ] yung iba they start acting sweet and stuff kse valentines lang
[ laruh ] d naman tama yon
[ Stasis ] pst tama na
[ Stasis ] hehe
[ shinigami ] bye magccut akong class lintek vday na vday wlang patawad tong teacher ko
[ Stasis ] depende sa tao ang valentines so.. forget it hehe
[ laruh ] bawal valentines dito
[ laruh ] lol
[ Stasis ] haha
[ Stasis ] laruh = dictator
[ Stasis ] :P
[ laruh ] ;)
[ jenn ] lol

jenn is right, more people get depressed on valentine's day. other people make a big deal out of valentine's day, for the other half it's just an ordinary day. like Stasis said, it depends on the person what valentine's is.

i was never a fan of valentine's day for some reason, it's just another day to show someone you love them and all that. for me, we don't need a special day to show someone how much we love them; everyday of the year is another different day to show it.

all things in life are simple, we just make it complicated.

one of the things we complicate the most is a relationship. before we get into a relationship a lot of thought is given before really taking up the risk. once in a relationship we are all aware of getting hurt at one point. some people tend to hold back even if they are already in the relationship.

for the past few days i admit i wasn't okay. something came up so they say, and i was having issues. i had one of the worse feelings, i said something to someone and it kinda backfired on me. i needed time to think and clear my thoughts.

now i can say i'm okay, no bullshit. sa mga kokontra dyan wag na kayo humirit, mas marunong pa kayo sakin. if i say i'm okay, i'm okay.

i posted something about letting go, that it was harder to accept the fact that you are letting go. for a minute there i wanted to take back what i said but then again being me, i stick to my word. it's better off like this.

i don't need to be in a relationship with one person just to feel special and loved.

my status right now, in a relationship. with the hk girls, roar boys and saints.